Rachel, why have you been blogging so much lately?

Your answers as good as mine. I don't really know. Oh boy. What am I doing. I am a happy girl. My life is great, but . . . I can't help getting lost in the labyrinth of possibilities.

But no matter how much I try, I find no actual solace in food, or new haircuts, or naps, or distracting movies, or happy-go-lucky blogs. There's more to my life, I know this, and maybe I'm blaming the lack on others, but . . .

I refuse to retreat. I don't want to  . . .  I don't really know. This post is really nothing, mere ramblings that I would beg to become something sensible. To no avail.